There comes a time when ones visions and goals for the future materialise in the here and now. My hopes and visions for the future some twelve months ago seemed like a dream back then. All I had was the astrology and my weekly supportive routines to help with positive and forward movement.
I can remember even further back about twelve years ago when I was depressingly going through solar returns and progressions trying to find promising times in my life. I only seemed to depress myself further when I realised the best astrological times were a long way away.
In the Right Lane
The last twelve years of my life haven’t been all that terrible. Quite the contrary in fact, however it is possible to feel “emptiness” no matter how well life seems to be travelling. Waiting for the one “good thing”, hoping that a magical thing which will suddenly dispel ones bleaker perspectives in life only serves to imprison one from living the visions in the present.
The present time is where ones dreams and visions are constantly materializing from distant times.
Recently there have been positive changes in my life which at times have felt unreal and overwhelming. Imagine wakening from say – chronic fatigue to find the symptoms gone. It wouldn’t feel right that the chains one has come to bear over the years have suddenly vanished.
Links to the Future
Perhaps my metaphorical “chains” are about an ever persisting idea that my rewards have failed to “quench”? Astrologically I have arrived at some progressions and returns that I may have salivated over some twelve years ago. I do not feel disappointed at the moment. Even if I did have “chronic illness” it wouldn’t matter because the Cosmic Rewards are more than enough now.
Last year I discussed astrology with my GP (Doctor). He asked me “where will you be in six months, what does the astrology say”?
I knew that my progressed Sun would be on my ascendant and progressed Mercury would turn direct. My solar return also showed the Sun on the ascendant and progressed Jupiter would turn direct in March 2010. I told him that I would be travelling around working with groups or doing workshops etc. I told him that my life would experience a kind of karmic shift like a new job and other success. I told him that no matter what was happening in six months that my life would be fulfilling.
I really am living that dream now.